I hope this post will serve as a reminder of what I want to achieve in my life. Things that I would like to achieve monetary wise and non monetary wise,
and for that to happen, I will need to commit and work hard to get it.

Starting from now, I shall put more effort in everything I do and be less lazy. Less complaints and blames, less cursing(kinda hard : X) and the hardest of them all, get less angsty when I’m driving.

As for monetary wise, I wish to have my own house in 3 years time and a much higher and stable income.

Wish me luck

P/S : I wonder if anyone actually read this.

I just want you to know that I appreciate what you have done to me all this while we have been together and I love you for all that you have done for me.

I don’t even have to start from earlier when we just got together and how you tolerated me and accepted me for who I am and how I behave. Respected me and being supportive as well.  Not only that, you also put a lot of efforts to make me a better person and give me the motivation to do so.

I also can see that how you help me in my studies and assignment. You even help me in my FYP remembering what topic I am doing and where I can find all those information to do my FYP. You also never complained a single word these few weeks when I leech your hard works of doing notes and studying for exam and I just copied your notes.  I truly appreciate on all the things you did for me.

What I really wanted to say and mean is that because of you I was able to become a better man and I truly appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Thank you baby darling dearest and I love you. <3

Alright time to spend more time with my baby darling dearest before heading back for KL.

p.s : I never treat you as pencil box, files or notes diary alarm and etc. =D

p.p.s : It feel much better to type things out rather than writing it out. Bloody exam made my hand freaking pain. Now age of technology why exam must use hand to write and can’t write it out.

p.p.p.s : Grade my post =D. Only on the content and the meaningfullness. Don’t see grammar and those stuff hehe.

Maybe I should write more often but shorter entry. Will be lots easier haha

Churches have been attacked all over the place but yet nothing is done. The only thing that had been done that is saying that they are not responsible for the attacks. What now? Not responsible then can do nothing and keep say we condem the attacks. Is that enough?

I wonder why there is no people get ISA-ed this time. This is a serious issue that threatens our country but yet nothing much had been done. I wonder if anyone remember the Hindraf incident. Such a major roadblocks and they made to prevent chaos from happening. Or so they say. They willing to make our lives difficult by doing all these shits rather than giving the people what they have to say.

This time? Not even a thing they do. Where is the roadblocks? Check for molotov la. Ain’t it the same? Wtf seriously. I complained when they made roadblocks for Hindraf issue but I won’t this time if they do it. Why? Because this is god damn serious matters no? People are getting injured and what if all the people in the church die? What you gonna do then? Say sorry ka? All because of some small issue in my opinion. I will say these people eat full already nothing to do while waiting to shit.

I remember when I’m stil in primary school. SMK Taming Jaya if you want to know. I used to mix with alot of Malay people and I can say most of my friends were Malay back then. I have no problem using the word they want to ban when I’m talking to them. I asked stuff bout their religion too because I would like to know more. Should I be bombed? Using Tuhan as substitute? What if when the Muslim talking to non-Muslim and they don’t know their god(s)? They would use Tuhan too no? Then the Tuhan will whose Tuhan? I mean think bout it man. Won’t it confuse the fucking hell of you? Is not fucking rocket science. Things are already going fine before any of this shit happens. Why make it happen?

I just turned into an adult but I feel that if I’m stil a young innocent kid. I wouldn’t know of all these shits. Wouldn’t know how pathetic the place I’m living in now. How hyprocrite it is. I would be stil thinking that all of us are united and nice to each other. Oh wait. That didn’t last long too. Sigh

I can go on and on but I think I should stop now before I disappear from the earth suddenly if you know what I mean. I could disappear for no reason at all before this issue is solved and I don’t want that to happen.

These are the articles that made me have the urge to say it all.

http://malaysia-today.net/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=29421:allah-cant-be-substituted-with-tuhan-in-bible-translation&catid=17:guest-columnists&Itemid=100130

http://niamah.blogspot.com/2010/01/not-our-fault-ya.html

On a random note, I was wondering. If there is suddenly a protest to go against THEM. Will there be any roadblocks or action done? I think there will be EPIC roadblocks and god knows what desperate actions they gonna make. What do you think? My friend said to me that. If the protest is to wear red. Those who wear red sure will kena block. Lol.

I have an idea that can make this issue be more chaotic but I’m not gonna do it. Because I’m nice like that. Plus I like this place. Just the place. Not the people. Well, I don’t hate all the people here. I do like some of them. For who you all that I like. You guys are lucky. Haha. For this time only Jon. I won’t hate you because I don’t think you are that terrible.

Now that baby is 21 now, you are officially an adult, how does it feel dating a non-adult? xD

Baby stil is young, sexy and lovely mwah mwah. Don’t be afraid of your birthday lo.

I know it is not the perfect birthday celebration but I hope you are happy spending it with me. Love baby lots <3

I’m gonna celebrate your birthday with you every year =D

I can’t get to celebrate christmas eve but nehmai I get to celebrate christmas with my cute baby darling dearest =D Hope she will like the present I bought for her.

I have to say  I kinda like year end sales now lol. Stuff are so much cheaper haha. But stil, new arrival stuff seems much better -.- Nothing much to blog at the moment but yeah my mom keep pressure me to celebrate my 21st birthday which is coming soon. So yeah, you guys free on 9th of January? There will be a party at my house =D

What you will need in order to experience such pain is a motherfucking big ass gigantic ulcer on your tongue, a bloody shit ass ulcer that grow bigger everyday and make you couldn’t sleep properly because you will feel the pain even though  you are sleeping and will wake you up to drink water and go to toilet whole fucking night. Ladies and gentleman, this isn’t how it feels like giving birth. In order to do so, you must take a pinch of salt and apply it on the god damn ulcer. After you have done so, you can experience the pain of a woman giving birth.

And please, don’t try this when there are any people/living things, fragile objects such as mirrors nearby because you will feel like killing somebody and breaking stuffs. Mirrors in particular. Luckily I never did anything that mentioned.

So guys, if you ever wondered how pain exactly it is when woman is giving birth, do try this when you have the chance. And girls, if you don’t think you can handle the pain. You can try this method first before you get pregnant.

Have a nice day

Should I talk about twilight again lol. Watched New Moon because I wanted to see how stupid it can be and it really meet my expectation. Don’t know I should be happy or not. All the 3 main characters all dumb fucks and the sparkly dude is really a jackass I tell you. If you don’t know why let me tell you why. His girlfriend Bella is telling him she’s cuming and he told her I don’t want you to cum.  What la. You can see how sad and disappointed Bella is la. I find it funny tho. Hahaha. I don’t want you to come. Never I think of a situation like that.

Enough with the sparkling chronicle, lets talk about Storm Warrior. The 2nd movie I watched alone for a very long time. Surprisingly I don’t really mind watching movie alone. I used to hate it. Storm Warrior wasn’t that good but at least it is better than New Moon. Nothing really special about it. Expected it to be better tho. Oh yeah. I sit beside some aunties with their small kids. Those small kids keep talk talk talk talk talk and the moms don’t give a shit bout it til people looked at them. Man. They shudda slap them tho.

Alright. Lets talk bout food =D Had Carl’s Junior when I’m back in Kl after been in Kampar for so long with same boring food everyday. Decided to go for Carl’s Junior because got sick of McD.
Western Cheeseburger with Bacon (Chicken Bacon)
Wtf la. Damn sad chicken bacon. Chicken Bacon where nice la. Damn sad live in malaysia. I bet they use pork bacon in US man. If use pork bacon sure damn nice la. haih. Seriously damn sad.

I change the normal fries to chili cheese fries because I like this better. This win McD fries. Tak boleh lawan =D But frigging expensive =( I think this 2 thing + the soft drink cost me 30+ T_T

Another cheaper alternative is to make your own burger =D Lemme show you what I had.

Beefburger with cheese x 2 Bacon and egg + Cheese, mushroom and garlic frankfurter 2 each. *Slurps*

My own version of Heart Attack Grill because they don’t have it here. How I wish they have 1 here in Malaysia. I want to try it. It looked so nice.I managed to finish it and help my baby to finish hers too. But she don’t have 2 burgers like I do. I guess that is all for now. Ciao

Oh yeah. Jon. If you are reading this. Someone googled your name and click on my blog lol. I wonder who stalking you. Careful abit. Maybe someone wanna play with your ass. Main belakang you.

But when girl like some shitty movie like…..erm… Twillight then is nothing wrong. wtf? seriously? vampire that sparkles? Don’t just say guys are horny bastards and perverted. You girls go crazy too when saw their hot body. If girls have penis, I’m quite sure will the penis will erect. Oh wait, girls have something that erect too ahem. To be honest, I think girls are pretty horny too aren’t they? If not why there are sooooooo many fan girls? Omg he is so hot. Omg he is so cute. Omg omg omg omg omg! Damn annoying okay? It is sooo annoying that I only saw this online but it can annoy me! Not to say all girls but quite a lot right? Why they just target on us men? Not fair I tell you.

I also don’t know why suddenly I will write all this stuff lol. No offense to anyone. It is just random

Turns out we are not dumbfuck enough huh. I heard 2 different stories about what really happened.

1st story from my cousin. I assume he heard it directly from his friend which goes like this. She is busy with something and it is so busy that she can’t find time to find a company to ask whether they will accept her to do her industrial training and she leave it to UTAR to find a placement for her. So UTAR found a company for her and she went interview and the company require her to work overtime everyday and need to stay in the office. So of course she rejected la right?  Who wanna work like that man? Give me I also tak mao la.

But what I thought at first when my cousin told me this story is that. Hahaha. So bad luck la. Who ask so lazy to find own placement let UTAR find for you. Can’t blame la. So easy to find placement. Just go online and search for the company phone and call la. Can do that while you shit in the toilet right? Or better come and ask us senior where did we intern at and the company good or not and get some information. So easy also no time do? Plus, I sure don’t believe everyday also need to work overnight stay in office lo. And you study PR and memang should have expected this what. Even before we go out, lecturer already warn us about such things. Come on. If you so suey kena then don’t blame the uni la.

For the 2nd story pulak, I heard it from my classmate. She said she heard that actually the girl went to the interview with another fella. So during the interview, they already say that you MIGHT need to work overtime and company will provide place for you to stay. Might need to OT sometimes only. Not everyday. And then she never say she can’t. Just say ok. After the interview, the company called the girl and told her that they will take her in only. She so smart reject the company and tell them to hire the another fella. Damn fucking smart lol. People provide you the opportunity to learn and stuff and you can teach people what to do and waste their time? Seriously la. What was she thinking? The company sure angry la. If me also I angry lo. Where still will take UTAR student next time. You think only UTAR got send people out for training izzit? Stil got BERLAMBAK people wanna intern wan ok. Ruining your junior life only. If the news spread how? Other companies also scare lo. Macam mana mao give you all placement next time?

Suddenly I remember 1 case which happened in KTAR Setapak, which people thought is UTAR again wtf. A graduate from KTAR damn smart think he damn cool go interview for job in short pants showing your ugly hairy leg with slipper. WTF? Mana common sense? Ma de. I so pariah already stil got people who are more pariah than me. -.- Seriously where you can find such interesting stuff? Only in UTAR!

Note : This post title is credited to Mr Jonathan Narain Chandran a.k.a The Absolut Monster. I would like to thank him for this pro title.